ALL YOU DO IS TAKE EVERYTHING I HAVE AND I CAN'T HAVE ANYTHING

[SAY BYE BYE]

You are deaf like a criminal is deaf to what you do to me.

Look at all of the damage that YOU and YOUR PROBLEMS are involved in, and
the TRUTH is that NOT ONCE did you step in and bring some humanity into my
life and you seem to think it is a "rule" to just dump it all on me because
YOU PROJECT ONTO ME A LOT.

We are talking about material physical reality. You hurt and injured me,
mentally, emotionally, physically....then you tacitly acknowledge it and
it's the way you move around tacitly acknowledging this and that....this is
called PLAYING GAMES in any sane world.

The good lord gave us arms and legs and literacy for a reason, you think
about that, think about your abuse of the alphabet and words and language
and literacy the next time you go on and on about "inequality" and 'waste'.

You are NOT one to talk about "unfairness" or "inequality" because you are
not the right person with the right insights about it and how can you think
your opinions about it have any worth at all when you lack the experience.
Your ideas about it are girlish, childish and you seem to think they are
NOT.

You just aren't sophisticated about it nor do you have the background to
deal with it but you act on some awareness of it and this is not good
enough. Your opinions on it are truly embarrassing, high school level and
you don't realize it.

What you mean to me is more punishment, more taking away and I am SORRY it
is a fact that you put NOTHING BACK and I fail to see what excuse you have
for that. All you do is burden me with godawful abuse and betrayal and it
isn't important enough to you to spare me or bring any kindness or hope into
my life.

Stop telling me I want "freedom" and you are oppressive to me in the way you
tell me what I am about and what everything is about. You are a hurtful
failure to me the way YOU HAVE NEVER BEEN THERE except to be creepy about
how much you "care". If you cannot care in any material fashion and spare
me abuse and cruelty, YOU DE FACTO DO NOT CARE. I am sick of your selfish
need to think you DO care, because you just DO NOT. You cause me more and
more betrayal and emotional injury I didn't think was possible and you are
so stupid and incompetent and just plain not good enough .....YOU ARE NEVER
THERE.

Also I cannot afford you, never could and why aren't you sorry about that.

I have had a very difficult life in which I expect very little and take very
little for myself it is beyond hurtful and it just isn't forgiveable and I
won't "take you back" when you don't understand that maybe you should have
hurt someone else when it comes your time to be a huge unmanageable
attention whore.

You never paid your fair share and you are so not attentive and you are so
criminally stupid the way you dump on people you can't afford to dump on
then it isn't important to you to be caring or compassionate or bring any
sense of humanity into someone's life and what an unsatisfying intellect you
must be.

Don't be blind and in a position where you are basically ignoring the person
you have injured and that is what you were and that is why you are not
respected.

There will always be people out there to kiss your ass so you can tell
yourself you didn't make any mistakes.

I wouldn't go on and on and on for YEARS without making it clear that
someone was not forgotten or abandoned, I wouldn't shit on someone's life
who could not afford me and then DO ABSOLUTELY NOTHING except abuse access
and privileges to give false hope while in REALITY doing nothing to bring
humanity into someone's life.

You made me feel worthless and utterly robbed, you're just another stubborn
rich guy who won't listen.

You aren't worth this kind of hurt, I don't care how hard you try, don't be
in the position to hurt someone to begin with, I am tired of fighting with
people like YOU who are not crooks but whose lack of feeling and lack of
priorities and outright practiced cruelty and negligence ought to be
criminal.

You people will never pay the price for your disregard and degradation of
people, when are you going to learn to stop stealing from us and stop trying
to live with us and stop thinking you understand what you see.

[SAY BYE BYE]

The truth is I never had any sort of life or "freedom" at all, what you did
was take away any compassion or companionship or humanity.

You keep injecting yourself into my life but you aren't really there and it
is sad how you have made no difference and all you have done is make me feel
like garbage, it is hard being all alone with these cruel and stupid people
like ignorant hospital employees who are cruel and abusive and injurious and
if you're so "on it" all the time, how come you are too stupid and negligent
to count all the times you weren't there to diaper your baby or spare me
from paying for the negligence and mistakes of another rich guy.

Be there ALL THE TIME or never be a part of my life.

You don't even have my respect and here you are again, trying to care. When
you make someone feel like gang raped rubbish and it is not important, go
cry again in your sick fantasy world about how much better you have made my
life, to me you are a murderer, go on then with your middle class stories
about how that is crazy, all you do is get me killed and that again is A
FACT.

Sick of living with such an inferior intellect and YOU deciding what is
"crazy". YOU, the same boring dull person with too much money who really
isn't worth talking to.

I don't respect people like you who have everything but who don't know how
to give someone hope or put any compassion or humanity into someone's life,
especially someone they cruelly exploit and rape by claiming you care. YOU
DO NOT, not in any sane world, maybe in your perverted corrupted world where
people like you have all the money and make all of the rules.

I am sorry that people like you run everything and you have all of this
power and you practice this HORRIBLE HORRIFIC "I am humble" act.

Post by SAY BYE BYE
You are deaf like a criminal is deaf to what you do to me.
Look at all of the damage that YOU and YOUR PROBLEMS are involved in, and
the TRUTH is that NOT ONCE did you step in and bring some humanity into my
life and you seem to think it is a "rule" to just dump it all on me
because YOU PROJECT ONTO ME A LOT.
We are talking about material physical reality. You hurt and injured me,
mentally, emotionally, physically....then you tacitly acknowledge it and
it's the way you move around tacitly acknowledging this and that....this
is called PLAYING GAMES in any sane world.
The good lord gave us arms and legs and literacy for a reason, you think
about that, think about your abuse of the alphabet and words and language
and literacy the next time you go on and on about "inequality" and 'waste'.
You are NOT one to talk about "unfairness" or "inequality" because you are
not the right person with the right insights about it and how can you
think your opinions about it have any worth at all when you lack the
experience. Your ideas about it are girlish, childish and you seem to
think they are NOT.
You just aren't sophisticated about it nor do you have the background to
deal with it but you act on some awareness of it and this is not good
enough. Your opinions on it are truly embarrassing, high school level and
you don't realize it.
What you mean to me is more punishment, more taking away and I am SORRY it
is a fact that you put NOTHING BACK and I fail to see what excuse you have
for that. All you do is burden me with godawful abuse and betrayal and it
isn't important enough to you to spare me or bring any kindness or hope
into my life.
Stop telling me I want "freedom" and you are oppressive to me in the way
you tell me what I am about and what everything is about. You are a
hurtful failure to me the way YOU HAVE NEVER BEEN THERE except to be
creepy about how much you "care". If you cannot care in any material
fashion and spare me abuse and cruelty, YOU DE FACTO DO NOT CARE. I am
sick of your selfish need to think you DO care, because you just DO NOT.
You cause me more and more betrayal and emotional injury I didn't think
was possible and you are so stupid and incompetent and just plain not good
enough .....YOU ARE NEVER THERE.
Also I cannot afford you, never could and why aren't you sorry about that.
I have had a very difficult life in which I expect very little and take
very little for myself it is beyond hurtful and it just isn't forgiveable
and I won't "take you back" when you don't understand that maybe you
should have hurt someone else when it comes your time to be a huge
unmanageable attention whore.
You never paid your fair share and you are so not attentive and you are so
criminally stupid the way you dump on people you can't afford to dump on
then it isn't important to you to be caring or compassionate or bring any
sense of humanity into someone's life and what an unsatisfying intellect
you must be.
Don't be blind and in a position where you are basically ignoring the
person you have injured and that is what you were and that is why you are
not respected.
There will always be people out there to kiss your ass so you can tell
yourself you didn't make any mistakes.
I wouldn't go on and on and on for YEARS without making it clear that
someone was not forgotten or abandoned, I wouldn't shit on someone's life
who could not afford me and then DO ABSOLUTELY NOTHING except abuse access
and privileges to give false hope while in REALITY doing nothing to bring
humanity into someone's life.
You made me feel worthless and utterly robbed, you're just another
stubborn rich guy who won't listen.
You aren't worth this kind of hurt, I don't care how hard you try, don't
be in the position to hurt someone to begin with, I am tired of fighting
with people like YOU who are not crooks but whose lack of feeling and lack
of priorities and outright practiced cruelty and negligence ought to be
criminal.
You people will never pay the price for your disregard and degradation of
people, when are you going to learn to stop stealing from us and stop
trying to live with us and stop thinking you understand what you see.

[SAY BYE BYE]

I was hurt a LONG time ago, why don't lonely idiots like you learn not to
disturb people who are long past hurt and who don't expect much out of life.

I guess you thought you were making me feel valued. What sort of hurtful
egomania is that, I don't need you to feel like I matter, what sort of
asshole are you that you think it matters to me whether you "noticed" me or
not. You have no idea how old this game is that you people play with me.

Post by SAY BYE BYE
The truth is I never had any sort of life or "freedom" at all, what you
did was take away any compassion or companionship or humanity.
You keep injecting yourself into my life but you aren't really there and
it is sad how you have made no difference and all you have done is make me
feel like garbage, it is hard being all alone with these cruel and stupid
people like ignorant hospital employees who are cruel and abusive and
injurious and if you're so "on it" all the time, how come you are too
stupid and negligent to count all the times you weren't there to diaper
your baby or spare me from paying for the negligence and mistakes of
another rich guy.
Be there ALL THE TIME or never be a part of my life.
You don't even have my respect and here you are again, trying to care.
When you make someone feel like gang raped rubbish and it is not
important, go cry again in your sick fantasy world about how much better
you have made my life, to me you are a murderer, go on then with your
middle class stories about how that is crazy, all you do is get me killed
and that again is A FACT.
Sick of living with such an inferior intellect and YOU deciding what is
"crazy". YOU, the same boring dull person with too much money who really
isn't worth talking to.
I don't respect people like you who have everything but who don't know how
to give someone hope or put any compassion or humanity into someone's
life, especially someone they cruelly exploit and rape by claiming you
care. YOU DO NOT, not in any sane world, maybe in your perverted
corrupted world where people like you have all the money and make all of
the rules.
I am sorry that people like you run everything and you have all of this
power and you practice this HORRIBLE HORRIFIC "I am humble" act.

Post by SAY BYE BYE
You are deaf like a criminal is deaf to what you do to me.
Look at all of the damage that YOU and YOUR PROBLEMS are involved in, and
the TRUTH is that NOT ONCE did you step in and bring some humanity into
my life and you seem to think it is a "rule" to just dump it all on me
because YOU PROJECT ONTO ME A LOT.
We are talking about material physical reality. You hurt and injured me,
mentally, emotionally, physically....then you tacitly acknowledge it and
it's the way you move around tacitly acknowledging this and that....this
is called PLAYING GAMES in any sane world.
The good lord gave us arms and legs and literacy for a reason, you think
about that, think about your abuse of the alphabet and words and language
and literacy the next time you go on and on about "inequality" and 'waste'.
You are NOT one to talk about "unfairness" or "inequality" because you
are not the right person with the right insights about it and how can you
think your opinions about it have any worth at all when you lack the
experience. Your ideas about it are girlish, childish and you seem to
think they are NOT.
You just aren't sophisticated about it nor do you have the background to
deal with it but you act on some awareness of it and this is not good
enough. Your opinions on it are truly embarrassing, high school level
and you don't realize it.
What you mean to me is more punishment, more taking away and I am SORRY
it is a fact that you put NOTHING BACK and I fail to see what excuse you
have for that. All you do is burden me with godawful abuse and betrayal
and it isn't important enough to you to spare me or bring any kindness or
hope into my life.
Stop telling me I want "freedom" and you are oppressive to me in the way
you tell me what I am about and what everything is about. You are a
hurtful failure to me the way YOU HAVE NEVER BEEN THERE except to be
creepy about how much you "care". If you cannot care in any material
fashion and spare me abuse and cruelty, YOU DE FACTO DO NOT CARE. I am
sick of your selfish need to think you DO care, because you just DO NOT.
You cause me more and more betrayal and emotional injury I didn't think
was possible and you are so stupid and incompetent and just plain not
good enough .....YOU ARE NEVER THERE.
Also I cannot afford you, never could and why aren't you sorry about that.
I have had a very difficult life in which I expect very little and take
very little for myself it is beyond hurtful and it just isn't forgiveable
and I won't "take you back" when you don't understand that maybe you
should have hurt someone else when it comes your time to be a huge
unmanageable attention whore.
You never paid your fair share and you are so not attentive and you are
so criminally stupid the way you dump on people you can't afford to dump
on then it isn't important to you to be caring or compassionate or bring
any sense of humanity into someone's life and what an unsatisfying
intellect you must be.
Don't be blind and in a position where you are basically ignoring the
person you have injured and that is what you were and that is why you are
not respected.
There will always be people out there to kiss your ass so you can tell
yourself you didn't make any mistakes.
I wouldn't go on and on and on for YEARS without making it clear that
someone was not forgotten or abandoned, I wouldn't shit on someone's life
who could not afford me and then DO ABSOLUTELY NOTHING except abuse
access and privileges to give false hope while in REALITY doing nothing
to bring humanity into someone's life.
You made me feel worthless and utterly robbed, you're just another
stubborn rich guy who won't listen.
You aren't worth this kind of hurt, I don't care how hard you try, don't
be in the position to hurt someone to begin with, I am tired of fighting
with people like YOU who are not crooks but whose lack of feeling and
lack of priorities and outright practiced cruelty and negligence ought to
be criminal.
You people will never pay the price for your disregard and degradation of
people, when are you going to learn to stop stealing from us and stop
trying to live with us and stop thinking you understand what you see.

[SAY BYE BYE]

I am sick and tired of hearing about how I am "projecting" and how "unfair"
it is that you have to pay for someone else's mistakes.

You are so unpatriotic and you don't know how to care for America, you
really don't, it's the way you never accept responsibility, you are supposed
to accept responsibility even when it isn't fair.

It is beyond appalling that you have all that money and respect and
influence and you can't accomplish simple tasks but then again after all
that has happened don't you think it is time you grew out of this childish
and egotistical and narcissistic notion that you can "help" anyone or make
ANYTHING better.

I am sick of living with your yuppie corporate guy ideas. Why any woman
sleeps with you at all is a mystery, don't think about making any sex tapes
or porn movies, that must be some hot action in YOUR bed, you go on and on
about your ability to get laid and I can't imagine who would fuck YOU when
you aren't worth anything to anyone.

You can't accomplish things that I think are SO easy that is why I want you
permanently out of my life, by my standards and by the way I live and go
about things ,there is no excuse for your inability to communicate and
accomplish such tiny little things.

Maybe if you were more real to people and more articulate you wouldn't be so
destructive.

Can't you just take a break from thinking about stupid shit for one day and
decide that maybe someone's life has been difficult enough, maybe I ought to
spend my free time making someone else's life difficult and painful and
hurtful. That maybe I should use my privilege and creepiness and everything
else making someone else cry, some woman who hasn't been hurt enough or has
cried enough.

I am sick of working so hard to teach you and believe me you need to LEARN
and you are beyond appalling the way you exploit me and won't learn.

Post by SAY BYE BYE
You are deaf like a criminal is deaf to what you do to me.
Look at all of the damage that YOU and YOUR PROBLEMS are involved in, and
the TRUTH is that NOT ONCE did you step in and bring some humanity into my
life and you seem to think it is a "rule" to just dump it all on me
because YOU PROJECT ONTO ME A LOT.
We are talking about material physical reality. You hurt and injured me,
mentally, emotionally, physically....then you tacitly acknowledge it and
it's the way you move around tacitly acknowledging this and that....this
is called PLAYING GAMES in any sane world.
The good lord gave us arms and legs and literacy for a reason, you think
about that, think about your abuse of the alphabet and words and language
and literacy the next time you go on and on about "inequality" and 'waste'.
You are NOT one to talk about "unfairness" or "inequality" because you are
not the right person with the right insights about it and how can you
think your opinions about it have any worth at all when you lack the
experience. Your ideas about it are girlish, childish and you seem to
think they are NOT.
You just aren't sophisticated about it nor do you have the background to
deal with it but you act on some awareness of it and this is not good
enough. Your opinions on it are truly embarrassing, high school level and
you don't realize it.
What you mean to me is more punishment, more taking away and I am SORRY it
is a fact that you put NOTHING BACK and I fail to see what excuse you have
for that. All you do is burden me with godawful abuse and betrayal and it
isn't important enough to you to spare me or bring any kindness or hope
into my life.
Stop telling me I want "freedom" and you are oppressive to me in the way
you tell me what I am about and what everything is about. You are a
hurtful failure to me the way YOU HAVE NEVER BEEN THERE except to be
creepy about how much you "care". If you cannot care in any material
fashion and spare me abuse and cruelty, YOU DE FACTO DO NOT CARE. I am
sick of your selfish need to think you DO care, because you just DO NOT.
You cause me more and more betrayal and emotional injury I didn't think
was possible and you are so stupid and incompetent and just plain not good
enough .....YOU ARE NEVER THERE.
Also I cannot afford you, never could and why aren't you sorry about that.
I have had a very difficult life in which I expect very little and take
very little for myself it is beyond hurtful and it just isn't forgiveable
and I won't "take you back" when you don't understand that maybe you
should have hurt someone else when it comes your time to be a huge
unmanageable attention whore.
You never paid your fair share and you are so not attentive and you are so
criminally stupid the way you dump on people you can't afford to dump on
then it isn't important to you to be caring or compassionate or bring any
sense of humanity into someone's life and what an unsatisfying intellect
you must be.
Don't be blind and in a position where you are basically ignoring the
person you have injured and that is what you were and that is why you are
not respected.
There will always be people out there to kiss your ass so you can tell
yourself you didn't make any mistakes.
I wouldn't go on and on and on for YEARS without making it clear that
someone was not forgotten or abandoned, I wouldn't shit on someone's life
who could not afford me and then DO ABSOLUTELY NOTHING except abuse access
and privileges to give false hope while in REALITY doing nothing to bring
humanity into someone's life.
You made me feel worthless and utterly robbed, you're just another
stubborn rich guy who won't listen.
You aren't worth this kind of hurt, I don't care how hard you try, don't
be in the position to hurt someone to begin with, I am tired of fighting
with people like YOU who are not crooks but whose lack of feeling and lack
of priorities and outright practiced cruelty and negligence ought to be
criminal.
You people will never pay the price for your disregard and degradation of
people, when are you going to learn to stop stealing from us and stop
trying to live with us and stop thinking you understand what you see.