SAY BYE BYE
2010-04-19 17:20:00 UTC
Please, why couldn't you just say you are sorry and get on.
You are so real to yourself and there is no one to deny that.
I am not real at all and do not feel real. I often don't feel like I am
real or matter.
Your world is too threatening to mine, what kind of blinded arrogant
colonizing idiot would thoughtlessly drive his whole threatening reality
into mine.
YOU ARE SO BLIND. You are blind to your own blindness.
We chose to be who we are and that is a mindset you cannot POSSIBLY
understand. I also suspect you of lacking drama in your life, what you do
to us and the assumptions you make about how we view ourselves and others
..... that says a lot about how ignorant you are about your own self and how
you see yourself.
This is really careless of you to just cruise around here like the way you
view yourself or experience yourself is the way WE see ourselves. I feel
really sorry for you and maybe this is what your problem is and why you are
so creepy, and it has always seemed to me that you are too creepy because
you are blind, just hopelessly blind and I really, really feel sorry for
you.
I guess you are really accustomed to people telling you how real you are,
that feeling unreal is not something you understand.
This isn't even something you can learn so why do you bother. You have no
idea what I really do in life, and I feel sorry for you and am ashamed of
you that you would so casually meddle in it. It's a completely different
world, you are so arrogant without realizing it.
It is too late for you to learn this stuff, don't mess around with my world,
okay. I feel sorry for you.
Do you do this because you are bored, or guilty or what? YOu are so
different from me that I can't understand you.
If I wanted you to "understand" me or "feel my pain", I'd ask, okay. I
shouldn't have people in my life that I don't want in my life. You ALWAYS
have such a difficult time with this. I feel sorry for you that you are so
tragically BLIND.
Go feel real and entitled ( you think entitlement is something bad, people
who try really hard to be good people experience a sense of entitlement
every day).
I am used to feeling dead and unreal. That is my natural state, it is not
something you understand please respect that and move on. You demand that I
teach you what that is like or something or that we find common ground. I
cannot do that.
I died a long time ago. You do not know what that is like. I am used to
hell, you are not.
Just go away. Go be real in front of people who "matter".
I did not want you in my life. I hope you stay out. YOu and whatever
mutual "friends" we have who thought this was a good idea.
All I wanted was to be proven right.
Bye.
You are so real to yourself and there is no one to deny that.
I am not real at all and do not feel real. I often don't feel like I am
real or matter.
Your world is too threatening to mine, what kind of blinded arrogant
colonizing idiot would thoughtlessly drive his whole threatening reality
into mine.
YOU ARE SO BLIND. You are blind to your own blindness.
We chose to be who we are and that is a mindset you cannot POSSIBLY
understand. I also suspect you of lacking drama in your life, what you do
to us and the assumptions you make about how we view ourselves and others
..... that says a lot about how ignorant you are about your own self and how
you see yourself.
This is really careless of you to just cruise around here like the way you
view yourself or experience yourself is the way WE see ourselves. I feel
really sorry for you and maybe this is what your problem is and why you are
so creepy, and it has always seemed to me that you are too creepy because
you are blind, just hopelessly blind and I really, really feel sorry for
you.
I guess you are really accustomed to people telling you how real you are,
that feeling unreal is not something you understand.
This isn't even something you can learn so why do you bother. You have no
idea what I really do in life, and I feel sorry for you and am ashamed of
you that you would so casually meddle in it. It's a completely different
world, you are so arrogant without realizing it.
It is too late for you to learn this stuff, don't mess around with my world,
okay. I feel sorry for you.
Do you do this because you are bored, or guilty or what? YOu are so
different from me that I can't understand you.
If I wanted you to "understand" me or "feel my pain", I'd ask, okay. I
shouldn't have people in my life that I don't want in my life. You ALWAYS
have such a difficult time with this. I feel sorry for you that you are so
tragically BLIND.
Go feel real and entitled ( you think entitlement is something bad, people
who try really hard to be good people experience a sense of entitlement
every day).
I am used to feeling dead and unreal. That is my natural state, it is not
something you understand please respect that and move on. You demand that I
teach you what that is like or something or that we find common ground. I
cannot do that.
I died a long time ago. You do not know what that is like. I am used to
hell, you are not.
Just go away. Go be real in front of people who "matter".
I did not want you in my life. I hope you stay out. YOu and whatever
mutual "friends" we have who thought this was a good idea.
All I wanted was to be proven right.
Bye.