SAY BYE BYE
2010-04-19 17:58:07 UTC
I know you have that righteous attitude, moving forward with Buddha and God,
trying to be right and good and go to heaven and all, but what if someone
told you that you were going the wrong way.
It is easy for people getting their career on to think they are going the
right way.
It appears that you are not, so keep going and don't come back.
I couldn't afford to be abandoned by you.
You made a mistake here, so just keep going.
As much as I don't care about you and it is cold and cruel to say you do not
mean anything to me (you really don't, I ought to but you are little more
than a destructive freak to me, aren't you sorry for this at all.....you are
cruel to leave me wondering day after day like this....another affluent
powerful person dragging me through more betrayal and torment, go be free
and shit, go find a god that will make you feel right, please just don't do
it anymore around me.....you just don't have anything to offer me, I feel
greatly disturbed by your assumptions and your philosophies....that you
couldn't keep your torment and your questions and your dilemmas out of my
world....is a tragedy for you).
I don't need any more tragic people in my life.
You shouldn't have abandoned me and how I loathe your oh so "professional"
reasons for doing so. They are really bad reasons, but I guess I am reduced
to worthless "subjectivity" and "perspective". You sound like some new kind
of fascist and brutalizer the way everyone's opinion is "subjective" you are
godawful the way you find ways to do this, everyone's opinion is equal, no
one is more important than anyone else. This isn't real Christianity or
real justice, it is horrifying to see you practice AND preach this every day
and so convinced you are right. Again it is about your confusion and your
guilt.
I do what I do because you seem so repugnantly blind to me the way you keep
practicing lack of understanding or consideration, it is tragic the way you
keep doing this. You must not be very happy and I find it tragic when
people have advantages and wealth and everything yet are not happy, how is
this not displeasing to your God or wherever it is you are trying to go.
You are unhappy and you don't even know how to change that.
Oh well, another ten or twenty years, another futile fight. Against YOU.
And you are particularly bad because you think you are right.
I don't know where I am going either, but for a different reason : I don't
truly know how long I have to live, and thank you for acknowledging that.
It doesn't seem like you do.
trying to be right and good and go to heaven and all, but what if someone
told you that you were going the wrong way.
It is easy for people getting their career on to think they are going the
right way.
It appears that you are not, so keep going and don't come back.
I couldn't afford to be abandoned by you.
You made a mistake here, so just keep going.
As much as I don't care about you and it is cold and cruel to say you do not
mean anything to me (you really don't, I ought to but you are little more
than a destructive freak to me, aren't you sorry for this at all.....you are
cruel to leave me wondering day after day like this....another affluent
powerful person dragging me through more betrayal and torment, go be free
and shit, go find a god that will make you feel right, please just don't do
it anymore around me.....you just don't have anything to offer me, I feel
greatly disturbed by your assumptions and your philosophies....that you
couldn't keep your torment and your questions and your dilemmas out of my
world....is a tragedy for you).
I don't need any more tragic people in my life.
You shouldn't have abandoned me and how I loathe your oh so "professional"
reasons for doing so. They are really bad reasons, but I guess I am reduced
to worthless "subjectivity" and "perspective". You sound like some new kind
of fascist and brutalizer the way everyone's opinion is "subjective" you are
godawful the way you find ways to do this, everyone's opinion is equal, no
one is more important than anyone else. This isn't real Christianity or
real justice, it is horrifying to see you practice AND preach this every day
and so convinced you are right. Again it is about your confusion and your
guilt.
I do what I do because you seem so repugnantly blind to me the way you keep
practicing lack of understanding or consideration, it is tragic the way you
keep doing this. You must not be very happy and I find it tragic when
people have advantages and wealth and everything yet are not happy, how is
this not displeasing to your God or wherever it is you are trying to go.
You are unhappy and you don't even know how to change that.
Oh well, another ten or twenty years, another futile fight. Against YOU.
And you are particularly bad because you think you are right.
I don't know where I am going either, but for a different reason : I don't
truly know how long I have to live, and thank you for acknowledging that.
It doesn't seem like you do.